Tuesday, August 28, 2012

My baby is a Kindergartener!

Well, it's official, my baby is growing up!Today was his first day of full day Kindergarten! We have been talking about it forever and the day has finally come! I agonized over the decision of where to send him to school and I'm hoping it was the right one. You would think we were picking a college! 

He hasn't seemed nervous at all. I even asked him if he was nervous and he said "not at all mama, I'm excited"! He and I have been discussing the "morning routine" in hopes of avoiding conflict so we all know what to expect. We have to get up much earlier than either of us is used to so it's a shock to us both!

I hardly slept all night. I think I was more nervous than he was! I kept dreaming that we were late and I was screaming and yelling at Collin to get ready and he just stood at the back sliding glass door looking outside and laughing! I was awake long before the 6am alarm. He requested Nutella crepes with strawberries for his first day of school breakfast. So I got to work on that. When 6:30am arrived it was time to wake the sleepyhead!





At first, I didn't think he was going to get up or he would wake up in a bad mood and the morning would be a nightmare-I'm a very positive thinker huh?? He was a little sleepy but he came downstairs and sat at the table. It took him a bit to wake up and a good 30 minutes to eat breakfast so we may have to adjust that part of the schedule.



 

Next, it was time to make his bed, brush his teeth, do his hair and get dressed. All done with no complaints. It seemed he got more and more excited as time passed. Daddy came home to come with us for drop off and Noni tagged along too.

We took the standard first day of school photos out front. He looks so stinking cute in his uniform. That is what made me want to cry-but I didn't!
 Then it was time to go! Tyler was kind enough to stay asleep until it was just about time to leave so we had a peaceful, Collin focused morning! And we were off! Collin picked out his backpack-baseball of course-but the Oakland Athletics? Not sure why that team but it's what he wanted. I think the backpack is bigger than he is!



Typically it takes about 10-12 minutes to drive to the school. I drove almost the same route 4 days a week last year for preschool...but not at 7:40AM. Holy mother of traffic! My nightmare was coming true. There was no way we would make it on time. Traffic was backed up forever!

So I drove completely beating myself up for being a worthless mother who can't even get her kid to school on time on the first day! Needless to say there was a little bobbin' and weavin' going on to expedite our arrival. We were one of the last ones there but it wasn't as bad as I had thought. The kids were just going around the corner as we pulled up and we got to walk him to his classroom. I can get more pictures with his class later. I still feel bad but not AS bad!




He walked right in like he owned the place and never looked back! He told me before we got there that I didn't need to walk him into the classroom ;o(  I did get a kiss goodbye though!

So, on to a new chapter in life! It makes me really happy that he is so excited for school. I hope he always keeps that excitement. And, I hope this is the right school for him. I think it is and I think this is the start of lifelong friendships for Collin and for us.

Guatoberfest Cruise 2009

My soapbox about the Advent Conspiracy

I came across this video on another blog. I have to admit I only looked at it for entertainment value. I assumed with a title like that, it had to be some wacko conspiracy theory and who doesn't need a good laugh. Suprisingly enough it really touched me and made me think. It didn't grab my interest because of it's religious value, because that's not really my thing. I am not the type of person that flaunts religion or believes in pushing your beliefs onto others. It touched me because of it's human value and because it shows me how quickly I forget.

When we were in Guatemala it was truly a life changing experience for a myriad of reasons, only one of which was bringing home a baby! We saw poverty that we could never imagine in this country. I remember thinking when I was there that despite all of the stress of the situation, I was more at peace than I had ever felt in my life. Among other things, there was no pressure to have more...there was nothing to have. People just lived their lives. Families worked together, lived together in cramped housing-if they had a roof over their heads at all-and they were happy! We were forced to enjoy eachother without our "creature comforts" and I loved it. I now remember hoping that once we got home, I would never lose that idea that we don't really need much at all. I realized our society makes us think we need more but we really don't. And after watching the video it makes me realize that I have failed miserably.


I had made up my mind that in order to honor my new found attitude and our sons heritage, we would sponsor a Guatemalan family every year so that they could have food and heat and their children could go to school-things we take for granted on a daily basis. For some reason I can never seem to find the money to do that- BUT- I can find the money to buy coffee every day, sometimes several times a day, Collin will see a room full of gifts on Christmas morning, I can go out to eat, I can do whatever I want for the most part. My priorities have gone right back to where they were before I experienced Guatemala and it makes me sad. That is the reason that I am posting the video in a permenant spot on the blog, so that I am constantly reminded, not only during Christmas but all year to give PRESENCE to my friends and family not PRESENTS and to give back to something that I feel very strongly about. I don't write this to push Guatemalan charity or any charity but to encourage anyone reading this to slow down and take a look at your life and see what means the most to you and see where it takes you.

Advent Conspiracy